So this is it...

Today is my last day for working at Metso. Finally, after for about a year struggling, I can reach this day.

Am I happy? Not completely. In one hand, I feel so relieved to finish all this. Today should be the day I have been waiting for so long, even since the first day of my internship here. But on the other hand, I feel a bit sad and upset and worry. I mean, this has been my life for a year. A life that was so stable, routine, sometimes boring, a life that I loved so much!! And now I feel like I am being forced to change all this and I am not ready yet. But yeah, life must go on...

After today, there will be no more (or at least less) alarm clock ringing at 6 in the morning, hurrying up and running to catch the train, being fucked up with the delayed trains...

After today, I can be back to my "normal" life. I can sleep at 3 in the morning, wake up at 10 (or more), do anything I want without any plans beforehand...

Starting from the 31st of August, I'll be back to school. Back to the student life that is so unstable yet full of excitements and surprises. I do hope that I will be able to pass my fourth year smoothly.

Just a story about my nephew, he is less than 2 years old.

We always call him Alex.

His mom tried to learn him some English words.

A coversation between the baby and his mom:

"Alex, jump jump!!"

And Alex was just pointing at the clock (the Indonesian word for clock is JAM)

Wehehehe...

Cute, isn't it?