muakkk... bosenn... benci...


aku muak, bosen, en benci sama yg namanya internship!!! coba kalo taun depan ga ada program internship internsip-an, pasti besok aku dah menikmati yg namanya liburan!!! pasti ga usah bingung2 apply sini apply situ!!!


what the hell is the internship program for?!?


enakan juga taun depan tetep pergi ke sekolah kayak biasanya: kerjain tugas, blajar, ujian. i'm not ready for the change yet!!


maybe i'm the only one who think like this, but yeah it's me!!!

sabtu kemarin aku sama okki sama ajul jalan2 ke beverwijk, tempatnya zwarte markt alias pasar gelap. iseng aja seh sebenernya ke sana, ga ada tujuan khusus mau cari barang apa gitu. eh, ada ding, kemarin mau cari kipas angin, sapa tau di pasar gelap murah. tapi pas berangkat dah mikir kalo ga nemu kipas anginnya ya gpp.


pas sampe di sana, anginnya gede bener booo... padahal pas berangkat itu panas bener. mana aku cuma pake tank top ama rok ama sandal lagi. hik hik. tapi ya ditahan2 deh sampe pulang.


terus, pas di sana dapet balon. yay... huahuahaua... tapi pas perjalanan balik ke stasiun, balonnya terbang. wuss wuss wuss. yah... jammer... saking kencengnya anginnya, balonnya ngilang cepetttt buangett... ya udah... hik hik...


hari minggunya,ga ngapa2in. cuma di rumah doang. rencananya seh mau blajar, tapi apa daya, godaan lbh kuat. huehehue. akhirnya banyakan maen game nya deh daripada blajar. hueheuehuehe.

gosh... i cant help myself not to cry...

be strong!! be strong!! be strong!!

just remeber that He has another plan for you!!

cheer up, girl!!

well, finally i got the email from philips. the news wasnt really good, as i'm not selected. huhuhu... this makes me a bit sad and upset, but since i promised not to be sad in case i'm not selected, now i'm trying not to be really sad. but yeah, it's hard!!! i really wanted to be selected in philips. i did my interview well!!


but i'm sure God has another plan for me. i dont know yet what He has planned for me, but one thing for sure, He will never put me in the wrong direction.


God, help me to get over all of these things. Help me to be stronger. Remind me not to moan anymore!!


Maybe i'll start applying again after i finish my exams. hope that i can be selected for the internship here. i do want to do my internship in the netherlands.


that's all about philips.


about my final exams for this semester, i think it's not that hard as i thought before. i could do the spanish test, although i rarely came to class then, for the IT, it was good, and i think i'll pass it. Hope that i'll pass the economics test tomorrow.


after doing the spanish test, i suddenly want to improve my spanish skill. i always love to learn language since i was a kid. but i dont have any partners to practise the language. hu hu hu...


tomorrow i'll cut my hair. hope that the new hair cut will look good at me.

uhm... wait... tadi dah kepikiran mau nulis sesuatu, tapi sekarang lupa lagi mau nulis apa... haihh.... is it a kind of short-term-memory-loss syndrome? hiii... tatuttt...


waittt... apa ya?


haiyahhh... lupa beneran lohhhh....


*lagi2 posting tidak bermutu*

A runner at a school track meet crossed the finish line just ahead of his nearest rival. A bystander, noticing that the winner's lips were moving during the last couple of laps, wondered what he was saying. So he asked him about it. "I was praying," the runner answered. Pointing to his feet, he said, "I was saying, 'You pick 'em up, Lord, and I'll put 'em down.'" That athlete prayed for God's help, but he also did what he could to answer his own prayer.


When we ask God for help, we must be willing to do whatever we can, using whatever means He gives. When Hezekiah heard that he was going to die, he prayed for a miracle, and God promised to extend his life 15 years. Then Isaiah gave instructions to place a lump of figs on the troublesome boil (2 Kings 20:5-7). God did the healing, but He used human effort and natural means.


A couple of children were walking to school one morning when it suddenly dawned on them that unless they really hurried they were going to be late. One of them suggested that they stop and pray that they wouldn't be tardy. "No," the other replied, "let's pray while we run as fast as we can."


When we ask the Lord to do something, we must also be ready to do our part.


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This morning, before going to school, I suddenly wanted to browse the website of Our Daily Bread -http://www.rbc.org/odb/-, and I found this article. The article is so touchy for me, since I have almost the same situation like stated above.


As I am now waiting for the result of my interview with Philips, I keep praying and praying to the Lord. I tried to do my best during the interview. If I am not selected for the internship at Philips, I promise I won't be upset or angry.I know that He has another plan for me. But of course I do hope to be accepted in Philips. Hehe...


Well, let's wait and see... and pray...

aduh aduh blog ku tersayang... kenapa akhir2 ini aku jadi sering ninggalin km sendiria yah? maap maap... bukannya saya sibuk... bukannya saya ga ada waktu... tapi saya ga punya bahan tulisan buat ditaruh di sini... maap maap... pasti semua pembacaku kangen ya sama aku... haihihiehiaheuahuehaueuaiahiaheua.....


well... apa lg ya yg bisa ditulis? mungkin dari semua orang yg punya blog di dunia ini, aku ini termasuk salah satu yg tulisannya terburuk yah... euhuehehueue... jadi malu...


aku lg sibuk cari2 placement ni... ada yg bisa ngasih clue ato contact ke suatu company ga? rabu kemarin aku dah diinterview sama company namanya pak's trading seh... tapi kalopun keterima di situ, aku mikir2 dulu dah... soalnya tempatnya itu jauhhhh banget... di aalsmeer... kalo dari rumahku bisa 1 jam lbh perjalanan... udah gitu gajinya ga seberapa gede and ada yg ngomong kalo perusahaannya ga gitu bonafid...


tapi Tuhan pasti kasih yg terbaik kok buat aku... meskipun sampe sekarang aku masih cari2, tapi aku tau kalo Tuhan itu peduli...